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Friends,
In the early morning light of 15 March 1968, the village of My Lai lay nestled in the lush green fields of Quang Ngai Province, Vietnam. It was a small farming community where young families toiled together under the hot sun, tending to their rice paddies and livestock. Laughter echoed among the children as they played in the dirt. Older men gathered under the shade of palm trees, sharing stories and wisdom, their faces etched with the lines of hard-earned experience.
Yet beneath this serene surface, a harsh reality lingered: these were impoverished people, struggling to survive amid the backdrop of a brutal war that raged around them. The sound of distant gunfire occasionally broke through the stillness, a grim reminder of the conflict that threatened their fragile existence.
As the sun set, painting the sky in hues of orange and pink, the villagers prepared for another night of uncertainty, unaware that their peaceful lives were about to be shattered in a way they could never have imagined.
For some, it was Pride. For others, it was Forced.
The Vietnam War, a conflict that can be likened to a family reunion gone horribly wrong, spanned from the late 1950s to 19751. It was a time when American soldiers found themselves caught in a quagmire of political ideologies, poor decision-making, and a surprising lack of clarity about what they were actually fighting for. Picture a group of well-meaning individuals, armed with rifles and an unwavering belief in democracy, suddenly thrust into a dense jungle teeming with mosquitoes, guerrilla warfare, and a general sense of confusion.
Soldiers were sent to Vietnam with the idea that they were defending freedom. Whose? No one knew for sure, but they quickly discovered that the reality was far more complicated. The climate of fear and hostility in Vietnam was palpable, like that awkward silence you feel when someone brings up politics at Thanksgiving dinner. The locals were understandably wary of foreign troops roaming their villages, and the soldiers faced not only the enemy but also the suspicion of the very people they were meant to protect.
Behind Closed Doors
To understand why the U.S. sent troops halfway across the world, imagine a scene in a smoke-filled room of politicians, maps sprawled across tables, and the air thick with a sense of urgency. The Cold War loomed large, and fear of communism spreading like an unwelcome weed had taken root in Washington.2 The idea was simple: stop the spread of communism in Southeast Asia, or risk it flourishing at home.
In 1965, after a series of escalating tensions and incidents, including the Gulf of Tonkin Resolution, U.S. ground troops began their deployment to Vietnam. Initially, it was framed as a noble effort to support the South Vietnamese government against the communist North.
However, what the American public didn’t hear was the complexity of the situation on the ground. While politicians spoke of “domino theory” and safeguarding freedom, many soldiers were left scratching their heads, wondering if they were there to fight for liberty or merely to uphold a political agenda they barely understood.3
As the conflict escalated, the government continued to paint a picture of progress and victory, even as the reality on the ground told a different story. Demonstrations erupted back home, filled with citizens demanding answers and accountability. The gap between what the government reported and what soldiers experienced grew wider, creating a rift that would take decades to heal.
The Americal Division
Enter the 23rd Infantry Division, known as the Americal Division, which was formed with the noble intention of supporting the war effort.4 They arrived in Vietnam armed with a mix of youthful bravado and an impressive array of weaponry, ready to take on the world—or at least the jungles of Quang Ngai Province. However, what they encountered was less “Rambo” and more “Lost in Translation.”
In Quang Ngai, the Americal Division was tasked with a variety of operations, including search-and-destroy missions that often felt more like a game of hide-and-seek gone awry. They were charged with rooting out the Viet Cong, but instead found themselves grappling with the complexities of a rural society that had no interest in their mission. Amidst the dense foliage, soldiers battled not just the enemy but also the sweltering heat, leeches, and the occasional existential crisis.
Bad Intel
The Americal Division endured a grueling 1,526 days of service in Vietnam, a period marked by intense conflict and profound psychological strain. With a casualty toll that included 3,083 killed in action, 13,761 wounded, and 16 missing, the division’s experience reflects the harrowing nature of the war.5
Although Charlie Company, 11th Infantry Brigade, 23d Infantry Division (Americal) had not encountered extensive combat prior to this moment, they bore the scars of recent tragedies, including a minefield incident in late February that resulted in two deaths and thirteen injuries. Just days before the My Lai operation, the loss of a well-liked sergeant and injuries to three others from a booby trap added to the tension.
The intel Charlie Company received the night before their operation at My Lai painted a grim picture, heightening their expectations of heavy resistance. They learned that the 48th Viet Cong (VC) battalion had a substantial presence in the area, with a base camp conveniently located near Song My.
Given that the VC had controlled this region for nearly 20 years, the soldiers believed they would likely be outnumbered, with estimates suggesting they might face enemy forces at a ratio of more than two to one. Adding to their anxiety, previous skirmishes and intelligence reports underscored the risks of encountering well-prepared defensive positions, including booby traps and mines.
That evening, as we cleaned our weapons and got our gear ready, we talked about the operation. People were talking about killing everything that moved. Everyone knew what we were going to do. -Robert Wayne Pendleton, 3rd Plt, C/1-2 Inf
This combination of anticipation and dread set the stage for a mission that would ultimately lead to one of the most tragic events of the Vietnam War.
The Day Begins
In the early hours of 16 March 1968, Lieutenant Calley and his platoon were airlifted to My Lai, a charming little sub-hamlet of Song My in Quang Ngai Province—because who doesn’t love a scenic helicopter ride before facing potential doom?
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The plan?
To launch an offensive against the notorious 48th Viet Cong (VC) battalion. The Americans had a firm grasp of the situation, believing they were about to engage in glorious combat against the enemy, who had been comfortably ensconced in the area for two decades. With a base camp nearby, Company C was ready for a warm welcome, albeit one where they would be outnumbered more than two to one.
Imagine the bewilderment of Calley and his men as they rolled into My Lai, fully geared up for a fierce showdown, only to find… crickets. No enemy fire, no mines, no booby traps—just a peaceful morning vibe that felt more like a Sunday brunch than a combat zone. It was the kind of surprise that could make a soldier question if they’d taken a wrong turn on the way to battle.
Instead of Viet Cong fighters, the platoon encountered unarmed villagers: elderly men, women, children, and even babies, all going about their morning routines, blissfully unaware of the storm brewing outside. They were simply trying to enjoy their breakfast and start their daily chores, while Calley’s platoon stood there, grappling with the bizarre reality that they had stumbled into a scene straight out of a Norman Rockwell painting rather than the battlefield they had been bracing for.
Now What?
By 7:50 a.m., the remainder of Charlie Company had landed, and Calley led 1st Platoon east through My Lai. Despite the eerie silence that greeted them, the soldiers unleashed a torrent of violence, killing indiscriminately. Over the next hour, groups of women, children, and elderly men were rounded up and shot at close range, their terrified faces becoming haunting memories.
U.S. soldiers also perpetrated acts of unimaginable brutality that no woman or child should ever face. Meanwhile, 2nd Platoon moved north from the landing zone, leaving a trail of bodies in their wake, while 3rd Platoon followed suit, methodically destroying the hamlet’s remaining structures and targeting any survivors.
…we were all ‘psyched’ up because we wanted revenge for some of our fallen comrades that had been killed prior to this operation in the general area of ‘Pinkville’. -Allen Joseph Boyce, 1st Plt, C/1-20 Inf.
By 9:00 a.m., Calley issued a chilling order for the execution of as many as 150 Vietnamese civilians, herding them into an irrigation ditch, sealing their fates in a moment that would forever stain the conscience of those involved.
By 11:00 a.m., the grim tally had reached as many as 500 Vietnamese civilians killed. Amidst this horrifying scene, Captain Medina ordered Charlie Company to break for lunch, casually informing his superiors that scores of Viet Cong had been eliminated during the operation.
Some victims were mutilated with the signature “C Company” carved into the chest. One soldier would testify later, “I cut their throats, cut off their hands, cut out their tongues, scalped them. I did it. A lot of people were doing it and I just followed. I lost all sense of direction.” – Digital History 2021
*The sole U.S. casualty reported was a soldier who had accidentally shot himself in the foot while attempting to clear a jammed weapon. Other reports indicate the self-inflicted wound may have been his way of getting out of the nightmarish orders.
Those Who Refused to Follow Orders
In the midst of chaos and horror during the My Lai Massacre, not every soldier followed the grim orders handed down from above. Some stood their ground, defiantly refusing to participate in the atrocities unfolding around them—like a few brave souls at a party who refuse to join the conga line, even as the music blares on.
Take PFC Michael Bernhardt from Charlie Company, for instance. When the orders came down to participate in the killings, he looked around, likely thinking, “This is not what I signed up for.” He not only refused to fire but also became one of the key whistleblowers who later exposed the massacre.6
By all accounts, many more refused; unfortunately, during the various investigations, service members refused to testify or claimed they couldn’t remember the actions of that day.
But the most notable acts of intervention came from the crew of an OH-23 observation helicopter. Warrant Officer Hugh Thompson Jr. realized that no enemy fire was coming from My Lai. In a bold move that could have been pulled straight from an action movie, he landed his helicopter right between the American troops and fleeing Vietnamese civilians. With all the confidence of a man who had just received a promotion, he ordered his crew to open fire on the American soldiers if they dared to advance on the villagers.
Backing him up were Glenn Andreotta and Lawrence Colburn, who aimed their weapons at their fellow soldiers, ready to protect innocent lives instead of taking them. They even rescued survivors from a bunker before calling in reinforcements to evacuate them.7
Cover Up
In the immediate aftermath of the My Lai massacre, initial reports painted a troubling picture, but efforts to downplay the incident quickly emerged. Military officials were keen to control the narrative, framing the operation as a success against Viet Cong forces while minimizing the civilian casualties. This attempt at damage control was evident in the reports that filtered up the chain of command, where the focus was on enemy body counts rather than the tragic loss of innocent lives.
The military’s actions to suppress information were systematic and deliberate. Senior officers were wary of the repercussions that a full accounting of the events might bring, not just for those on the ground but for the military’s reputation as a whole.
There were efforts to restrict access to information, ensuring that details of the incident remained obscured. Commanders issued directives to downplay the scale of civilian deaths, often labeling the victims as potential Viet Cong sympathizers rather than acknowledging them as innocent civilians caught in the crossfire.
Higher command played a significant role in perpetuating this cover-up. The reluctance to confront the realities of what occurred in My Lai stemmed from a broader military culture that prioritized operational success over accountability. By deflecting blame and focusing on enemy casualties, leaders sought to maintain morale and avoid a crisis of confidence that could ripple through the ranks and the public.
Key Players in the Cover-up
Charlie Company’s commander, Captain Ernest Medina, along with Colonel Oran K. Henderson, the commander of the 11th Infantry Brigade, were the key figures in the cover-up of the My Lai massacre. They manipulated battlefield reports and suppressed critical information, necessitating an extensive follow-up investigation.
The U.S. Army’s official Peers Inquiry later revealed that commanders and staff officers at nearly every level of the Americal Division took deliberate actions or omitted essential details to conceal the truth.
Captain Ernest Medina:
As the commanding officer of Charlie Company, he led the operation and reported 128 enemy dead while conveniently excluding any mention of civilian casualties. He also pressured his men to remain silent about what transpired.
Initially, Medina was charged with the premeditated murder of at least 100 Vietnamese civilians. However, a military judge later reduced these charges to involuntary manslaughter for the deaths of “no less than 100” civilians, along with the premeditated murder of a single wounded woman. He also faced two counts of assault related to the interrogation of a prisoner.
In September 1971, after approximately 60 minutes of deliberation, a jury composed of five combat officers acquitted Medina of all charges.
Click here to read Medina Found Not Guilty of All Charges on MYLAI By Homer Bigart Special to New York Times Fort McPherson, Ga., 22 September 1971
Colonel Oran K. Henderson:
On 16 March 1968, Colonel Oran K. Henderson assumed command of the 11th Infantry Brigade and was tasked with overseeing a battalion-sized operation aimed at eliminating Viet Cong forces in the Sơn Tịnh District. He urged his men to “go in there aggressively, close with the enemy and wipe them out for good.”
Following the massacre, Henderson was quick to interview Warrant Officer Hugh Thompson, Jr., a helicopter pilot who had bravely intervened to halt the violence and filed an official report detailing the atrocities he witnessed. Despite this harrowing testimony, Henderson went on to commend Captain Ernest Medina, the commander of one of the companies involved in the killings. Even after interviewing several soldiers, Henderson’s report claimed that only twenty civilians had been unintentionally killed by artillery fire. He dismissed widespread reports of civilian casualties as “propaganda” aimed at discrediting U.S. and ARVN forces.
In 1970, Henderson faced three charges, including failing to conduct a thorough investigation into the killings, neglecting to report potential atrocities to his division commander, Brigadier General Samuel W. Koster, and lying to a Pentagon inquiry. His defense argued that he had conducted an honest investigation but had been misled by subordinates, including Captain Medina. Prosecutors, however, contended that Henderson deliberately concealed evidence to protect his rank and command.
After a lengthy 62-day trial at Fort George G. Meade, which included testimony from 106 witnesses, Henderson was acquitted by a jury composed of two generals and five colonels. Following his acquittal, he remarked that the verdict “reaffirms the confidence any Army man can have in the military system,” underscoring the complexities and controversies surrounding accountability in military operations.
Click here to head to COL Henderson’s initial report about the incident.
Lieutenant Colonel Frank Barker:
Lieutenant Colonel Frank Barker led Task Force Barker, the U.S. Army unit involved in the My Lai Massacre, serving as both the architect and mission planner. He played a key role in forming and commanding the battalion-sized force tasked with clearing the Sơn Mỹ village complex, including the My Lai and My Khe hamlets, supposedly to eliminate Viet Cong forces.
In the lead-up to the assault, he issued orders that led to the burning of houses, the killing of livestock, the destruction of food supplies, and the pollution of water wells. His directives created an atmosphere where all villagers were deemed potential enemies or sympathizers, setting the stage for the ensuing violence.8
During and immediately following the massacre, Barker publicly lauded the operation, labeling it a success. He falsely claimed that troops faced heavy enemy resistance and reported that 128 Viet Cong had been killed while suggesting that civilians were not harmed.
Despite his central role in the tragedy, Barker never faced a court-martial for his actions; he was killed in a helicopter crash in Vietnam on 13 June 1968, just months before the full extent of the massacre was revealed to the American public.
Major General Samuel Koster:
The fallout from the My Lai Massacre reached the upper echelons of military command. The commander of the Americal Division, along with Brigadier General George H. Young, his assistant division commander, found themselves scrutinized by the Peers Commission. This commission uncovered that they had suppressed vital information and failed to initiate a thorough investigation into the massacre.
Despite these serious findings, the Army ultimately decided to drop the charges against them. The reasoning? They determined that neither officer had intentionally abridged their responsibilities. Koster, who served as the Superintendent of the United States Military Academy at West Point during this tumultuous period, faced significant repercussions for his involvement in the My Lai cover-up. Initially poised for a promotion to the rank of lieutenant general (three stars), his actions—or lack thereof—during the investigation led to a dramatic reversal of fortune.
As the fallout from the My Lai Massacre continued to unfold, Koster found himself denied the promotion. Subsequent inquiries revealed his failure to conduct an adequate investigation into the events, leading to further disciplinary action. He was officially censured in writing, stripped of his Distinguished Service Medal, and ultimately demoted to brigadier general.
Koster’s appeal against these decisions was turned down.
What about Lt William Calley?
In 1971, Army Lieutenant William Calley found himself at the center of a legal storm, convicted of premeditated murder charges for the deaths of at least 100 civilians. However, the military court ultimately narrowed it down, finding him guilty of 22 specific counts of murder and assault with intent to murder. It’s a bit like being caught with a whole buffet of crimes but only getting charged for a few appetizers.
In his defense, Calley leaned heavily on the “just following orders” routine, claiming that he was simply acting on instructions from his commanding officer, Captain Ernest Medina. According to Calley, Medina had allegedly told his men to “kill everyone in the village.”
After nearly 80 hours of deliberation, the military jury finally reached a decision on 29 March 1971. They found Calley guilty, sentencing him to life at hard labor.
Calley’s time behind bars turned out to be more of a brief intermission than a life-changing experience. Following a series of appeals, sentence reductions, and a presidential commutation, he served just three-and-a-half years under house arrest before being paroled in 1974.
Click here to read the direct examination of Lt. William Calley.
America gets involved.
The American public’s response to Lieutenant William Calley’s conviction was nothing short of a national spectacle, splitting the country into two distinct camps. On one side were those who viewed him as a war criminal deserving of punishment; on the other were those who saw him as a scapegoat, unfairly targeted amidst the chaos of the Vietnam War.
Polls indicated that over half of Americans disagreed with the verdict, believing he was merely following orders. Many felt he was being made to take the fall for the broader military failures and atrocities that marred the Vietnam War. It was as if he had become a lightning rod for public frustration, embodying the complexities and moral ambiguities of the conflict.
Millions signed petitions and sent telegrams demanding clemency for Calley. Some state legislatures, like Georgia’s, even passed formal resolutions in support of him. The streets saw protests both for and against Calley, turning the case into a national flashpoint that reflected the deep-seated divisions within American society.
The uproar didn’t go unnoticed. Just three days after the verdict, President Richard Nixon intervened, ordering Calley to be removed from the military stockade and placed under house arrest at Fort Benning. It was a move that showcased the administration’s keen awareness of the political fallout and the need to placate an increasingly divided public.
This tumultuous response highlighted not just the complexities of the Vietnam War but also the struggle for moral clarity in a time of uncertainty. In a nation grappling with its conscience, Calley’s case became a symbol of the broader questions surrounding accountability, justice, and the human cost of war.
Final Thoughts
This story weighs heavily on me. I’ve witnessed the devastating consequences of war firsthand, enduring battles where the uncertainty of who was shooting at me or my brothers/sisters-in-arms consumed me with rage. The bitterness lingers, a vivid taste of hatred for the faceless adversaries who took countless lives and left me grappling with nightmares and deep-seated regret.
I understand the feeling of needing revenge.
And yet, can this ever justify the murder of innocent people? Do the constraints of orders eclipse our shared humanity? Absolutely not.
However, it is precisely when we refuse to confront these actions and the stark realities of terror-driven orders that we remain stagnant. By covering up the brutality inherent in our humanity, we deny ourselves the chance to grow and change.
We can never repay the over 500 lives lost due to careless orders, but we can honor their memory by learning from this tragedy. By openly discussing the incident and ensuring it remains in our collective consciousness, we can strive to improve as a military.
Perhaps one day the world will find a way to prevent such conflicts, sparing future generations the burden of making decisions that exact such a high cost. It’s our responsibility to work toward that vision, so our sons and daughters never have to endure the horrors of war.
Until next time, Keep Reading and Stay Caffeinated.
Those hungry to learn more, check out these books:
Kill Anything That Moves: The Real American War in Vietnam. Americans have long been taught that events such as the notorious My Lai massacre were isolated incidents in the Vietnam War, carried out by just a few “bad apples.” But as award-winning journalist and historian Nick Turse demonstrates in this groundbreaking investigation, violence against Vietnamese noncombatants was not at all exceptional during the conflict. Rather, it was pervasive and systematic, the predictable consequence of official orders to “kill anything that moves.
The Pentagon Papers: The Secret History of the Vietnam War. Published by The New York Times in 1971, The Pentagon Papers riveted an already deeply divided nation with startling and disturbing revelations about the United States’ involvement in Vietnam. Their release demonstrated that our government had systematically lied to both the public and Congress. They remain relevant today as a reminder of the importance of a free press and all First Amendment rights.
Footnotes:
- 1 November 1955, to April 30, 1975 ↩︎
- The Cold War (roughly 1947–1991) was like a decades-long standoff between two overzealous neighbors—one waving the flag of democratic capitalism and the other brandishing the emblem of authoritarian communism. It’s called “cold” not because everyone was sipping iced tea, but because the two nuclear superpowers never actually clashed on the battlefield. Instead, they engaged in a fierce competition filled with espionage, propaganda battles, and an arms race that made the Olympics look like child’s play. ↩︎
- First introduced as a policy by President Dwight D. Eisenhower in April 1954, the idea was as simple as a game of dominoes. Eisenhower warned that if one country in Indochina fell, it would trigger a chain reaction, leading to a “disintegration” that would sweep across the entire region. This theory became the backbone of America’s containment strategy, which was essentially an elaborate plan to stop the spread of Soviet and Chinese communist influence worldwide. ↩︎
- The 23rd Infantry Division, popularly known as the Americal Division, stands out as a distinctive unit in the U.S. Army. Unlike most divisions, which are simply numbered, this one bears a name that blends “America” and “New Caledonia,” paying tribute to its origins. It’s a nod to the unique circumstances of its formation, making it one of the few divisions with such a memorable moniker. ↩︎
- As the war dragged on, the reality was stark. By the end of the conflict in 1975, approximately 58,000 American service members had lost their lives, with tens of thousands more wounded or missing in action ↩︎
- According to Bernhardt, the evening after the event, “Medina (Captain Ernest Medina) came up to me (Bernie) and told me not to do anything stupid like write my congressman.” ↩︎
- The Americal Division recognized the extraordinary bravery of Warrant Officer Hugh Thompson Jr., Glenn Andreotta, and Lawrence Colburn by awarding them medals for heroism. ↩︎
- During or subsequent to the briefing, LTC Barker ordered the commanders of C/1-20 Inf and possibly B/4-3 Inf to burn the houses, kill the livestock, destroy foodstuffs, and, perhaps, close the wells. No instructions were issued as to the safeguarding of noncombatants found there. Find the full peer report- click here. ↩︎
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